Lively Creatures

There is no difference
between uncertainty
And knowing
that you will never belong to me
because
I can make you
change your mind.
You may not be mine now
or never
As you say
except
You Don't know never
and neither do I.
So no more promises or dreams.
we beheaded our chosen paths
and sacrificed everything
in order to be together.
or maybe
It was only me.
Sometimes
loving you
feels like the foggiest of mornings
where all I can hear are birds
And every other time
I'm awake
Praying
to be yours.
So when the hills start to move
and the mountains begin to shake
Do not be afraid
For I am with you.
I am awaiting your arrival
For when the fullness of time
Unfolds itself.
We started something.
This thing,
that which it is
and which it is not
has become something so real, even in It's nonexistence.
surreal.
dangerous.
True and untrue, 
A destiny unknown,
far greater than what we could have imagined.
Heaven knows
The pain that comes
from loving such a man
Incapable of love.